Thursday, April 12, 2007
Nothing much to post.All that i have to say that many SEC 2G ppl are changing for the better but some are adamant,insisting on being incorrigible.( Well,my spectaculations are that the latter might cease to exist.)
The term"Reap what you sow" seems to be being increasingly significant in life.
These days,i've made my mind to leave all my bad aspects and insidious thoughts(In a adverse way) and start afresh.Also,im firm on the impertue to excel in my studies,sports and other arenas.One might impugn the integrity of statements,but can you deny this fact?
Reminisce-(Since these are things of the past,biterness has turned into sweetness)
Now time to come to the main point.My actions in the present have indeed adversely or positively affected my life path.Before i entered MSHS,i was very introvert,more precisely,mentally unarmed to face the world.When i entered MSHS,for the first three months,i felt impelled to face up and 'conquer' the world.There will be no fear or worries from that on,which was my thought.But unfortunately,i became a introvert to an extrovert in just 1 month in terms of publicity as well,as worse still,overdoing it and almost became some typical AH-beng of schools,with majority of the time being given to push-ups and Physical training to become strong and 'influential' and more certainly,to impress others.Yes,that might had been a major contribution for who i am today,which isnt impressive at all(i mean myself) but it instilled wrong sense of confidence and sastifactory in me.For months i search why wasnt my results in all aspects satisfactory ,but to no avail.Thats why nothing good came out of me.Results slip disgracingly marked with 2 FAIL for SA2 last year were not even enough to truly shaked me to my conciousness.(It was not untill an fortuitous or arranged discovery enlightened me.)Thoughts of whats the point of excelling in NCC and physical training when you are not even in the mediocre level in your studies and sports filled me.
When you are enrolling for a top university are you going to ACBC there and do 1000 push-ups right in front of the judges and try to impress them?Or are you going to impress them with your fluent, meticulous speech and unprecedented level of knowledge?Knowledge is the key to the world.Without it,life's gonna be a bed full of thorns.
And thats just a small part of my sec 1g life-Continued some other day,possibly TMRW.
P.S I wish that the truth about me havent return the school's book come to light.Justify.
uchiha itachi<3'd
