Wednesday, April 18, 2007
No titles for the day.Im down with a flu today.Not much sneezing,no weezing,but was feeling damnnnn cold.It was as if im in a air-conditioned room all day long.But didnt really slack at home.Analyzing Linear graphs and applications today.Managed to mastered the fundamentals of it and now on the way to higher levels.This was far better than two days ago,during tuiton, i could not understand what the teacher was saying.
AND WTH,TODAY THERE'S PROMOTION,AND I HAD TO BE SICK.
My sis kept swearing against me and polluting the atmosphere with uncouth language today becos i used her graph paper.Worse still,the tone and manner in which she shouted at me was as if i was out to create troubles all against her.Im in the wrong,but cant you remind other's nicely?Have you forgotton that you used my sole set of proper stationeries back when i was in p3 without my permission?Have you forgotton that you tried to conceal the fact that you took it and even denied it?Have you forgotton that you not only plifered items,you used it for 2 whole years behind my back and dumped it in some dusty corner?Have you forgotton that you stole so many of my items and claimed to be innocent and have no connections with these incidents?Your conduct is TOTALLY DISPROPORTIONATE TO THE PERCEIVED WRONG DONE TO YOU.YOU ACTED AS IF YOU WERE TOTALLY INNOCENT AND I WAS THE IDIOT WHO WAS OUT TO MAKE YOUR LIFE DIFFICULT.THE WRONGS I COMITTED TOWARS YOU PALES IN COMPARISON FOR THE SUFFERING YOU CAUSED FOR OTHERS.Why not seek for forgiveness instead of being stucked in that warped world of yours thinking everyone is against you and offending and inflicting harm to others in fear of reprisal?IF YOUR CONSCIENCE IS CLEAR,there is no need to worry in the first place.Quit your life of inflicting grievous harm to others just because you think they are potential 'revengers' against you and pose a threat.Why resort to intimidation to 'control' others thinking that after you do it,you have'control' over them and you would be king?You are most likely to be the slave after you've done it,isnt it?For every indiviudal has their own strengths which probably surpassed yours.You are so immensed in wanting to be superior over others that you are completely oblivious to the fact that you are just demeanouring yourself as they are far stronger than you in just one aspect.And now as your brother,i hereby stop your conquest.In then process of wanting to be superior and 'controlling' others,especially towards your relatives and cousins,you have sadly degraded yourself and lost control of yourself.You have unknowingly stepped into the world of darkness and it is imperative that you see the light and get out of there.How?Quit inflicting harm to others.Repent for the wrong you've done to others by treating them with love and justice.Want to know why i aint as bad-tempered as you?It is because i've been learning innumerable 'moral of the storys' from you since when i was a toddler.Im not impeccable,but i certainly do not like to do things to others which i myself believe it is morally wrong and detest it.
Remember-Two wrongs do not make a right.
uchiha itachi<3'd
