Monday, July 23, 2007
Geography test tmrw.For the 10th time this year,im doing my studies at the eleventh hours.How i wished i had prepared for this test.
Its the finals already.Time past so fast,sooner or later i will be choosing the desired science stream.That is if i keep studying at a pace far faster than the rest.My chinese standards have plunged drastically and by chance the change in teacher might pull it up again.
I cant trust myself either.It has led me to the ultimate self destruction which is of unspeakable degree.I 'trusted' myself,did things for myself and with no regards to my studies within these 2-3 years and ended up walking into the abyss of darkness,where nothing ever goes right.
My life seems to be crumbling,my thoughts swirling in my mind with traces of darkness and its causing me to feel opressed.I may seem perfectly fine on the surface,but you dont know whats going on deep within.The only one whom i can trust is God.And everything i do,its for God.The Time has come.
For tmrw's 2.4km,im gonna make sure that my timing surpasses all my other bests times.
9.10 mins.You can do it.
uchiha itachi<3'd
